Despite my being such an introvert I have decided that I really need people around me. Or at least something to do that I can't easily get out of. With my para job and regular hours I had been hoping to be more productive on my off hours. Instead I feel that I am just as tired as when I was working 60 hours a week. Working with kids has an interesting effect on me. I seem to, at least most of the time, be energized to some extent to be able to help them learn. At the same time I am really drained by the end of the day. When I have something else going on after work, I am able to find the energy, when I don't I am just simply dragging. Now that I have learned this thing about myself I need to figure out how to make it work for me instead of against me. 😊
This afternoon a friend called to let me know that she was down to one job again instead of two. She is torn with being relieved, as it was a heavy schedule with a husband and 3 kids, and knowing that it is one less paycheck. For now, I will reap some of the benefit of her extra time and be able to have someone to walk with one day a week. We had a nice conversation and made plans for Thursday and that part is my
happy for today.
On Saturday I had a long walk of over 5 miles and I meant to find this
Robert Frost poem to post. Better late than never?
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